Saturday, April 30, 2011

randomity #105

I hate people using the LETTER (note the word LETTER) x as a short form for no/tak/not or the likes.

" x de lah. mana ade camtu yoooo"
" x change ma. people always say like that one."

what the fuck man?
diorang x TAK belajar ke?
tension betul aku tengok.

X is X.
as in X for XAVIER ( sorry just watched the new trailer for X-Men : First Class. Brilliant, by the way :D )
or x for xylophone or xenon or X-ray!!
I tell you one of these days people will begin mistaking X-ray for tak-ray or no-ray.

if I ever use x as no/tak/cannot/etc in a sentence, you may slap me in the face. really. I actually encourage it.
okay bye nak tido.


2 = whr r u off 2 2day? (okay lah maybe this is still acceptable)
4 = wht r u getting Kate 4 her bday? make sure somthing a4dable lah ok?
6 = 6ti lah aku dtg. me6 kalah adat permainan. ( Ya ALLAH ni sumpah tak boleh blah! what the hell are saying???????? bedebah!!!)

p.s. sorry lah kalau ada orang terasa, tapi aku rasa takde lah susah sangat nak tulis tak atau no. bukan nye panjang sangat dari x pon. ya allah. mintak maaf mintak maaf.
p.p.s. penat gelak baca comment orang complain pasal 6th college. hahaha. hadoiiii.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

patah sayap.

dulu time high school always layan lagu ni.
now 6 years(ish) later.
still rocks.

Fight the fight alone
When the world is full of victims
Dims a fading light
In our souls

Leave the peace alone
Now we all are slowly changing
Dims a fading light
In our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know
The things we hold
Are always first to go
And who's to say
We won't end up alone


On broken wings I'm falling
And it won't be long
The skin on me is burning
By the fires of the sun
On skinned knees
I'm bleeding
And it won't be long
I've got to find that meaning
And I'll search for so long

Cry ourselves to sleep
We will sleep alone forever
Will you lay me down
In the same place with all I love

Mend the broken homes
Care for them they are our brothers
Save the fading light in our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know
What you give
Will always carry you
And who's to say
We won't survive it too


Set a-free all
Relying on their will
To make me all that I am
And all I'll be

Set a-free all
Will fall between the cracks
With memories of all that I am
And all I'll be


best best.
rabu ada present video and review dengan prof A.
tak sabarnya.


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

note: panjang sikit post ni. heh.

so gua dah 2nd day in surgery.
dari paeds sampai surgery.
memang stress awal awal posting ni.
shit man.

aku dah lah burn satu paeds posting ni.
I really wanted to start surgery on a good note.
yelah semangat tengok budak final year lepas exam.
I dont wanna be here for another 6 months.

so monday ada briefing dgn Prof A.
He's like THE lecturer in surgery.
he swears all the time.
and has an unhealthy obsession of correcting people's grammar and Engleeeesh.
he was quick to say that he will not tolerate laziness and truancy and bla bla bla.
in short, you don't wanna mess with him.
well guess what I did?????
that was a fake weeeee to prevent me from freaking cursing again and again.

so this week we've been busy preparing for this event in college.
so we stayed up late yesterday to do the deco and stuff and went back around 2 plus ish lah.
so balik bilik takde kunci bilik lak.
pergi turun bawah cari kat DM cari kat bilik JTK cari kat tangga cari kat tandas cari kat blok perempuan cari kat meja bawah kerusi (sebab tengah cuba tangkap kucing ) tak jumpa jumpa siap post kat facebook lagi ada orang nampak tak kunci.

around 3.30 I gave up looking for the key and resigned to going to the office and getting the key (and an earful from the staff).
office bukak 8.30 am.
class pukul 8.00 am. dengan the aforementioned Prof A.
maksud nya aku memang takkan pergi class ler.
takkan aku nak pergi class dengan tak mandi nyer(ewww) and pakai baju t-shirt je. gila?
in hindsight, I probably should've told someone to tell prof A that I won't be coming to class.
but I was hungry man, didnt have my dinner and shit.
so I ate my tapau-ed dinner (at 3.30 in the morning) fell asleep and didnt give a shit anymore.

bangun bangun at 8.30 people calling me left and right.
didnt answer.
people started messaging.
"weh prof A tgh membebel pasal ko ni"
" weh dah kluar fuck fuck dah ni"

aku memang dah pasrah dah time tu.
tak tau nak buat apa dah. sigh.
ada orang lain message. oh dia yang ada kunci aku.
but too little too late.
terima kasih ar bagitau awal awal.

tengah hari dapat message.
"weh prof A cakap tak nak tgk muka ko dalam surgery lagi. baru 2nd day dah nak fuck dengan dia, dia cakap ar.baik ko gi jumpa dia".
aku dah oh fucking hell man.
prof A nak jumpa coordinator nak bar aku untuk exam lah apa lah.
what the fuck man?
petang ada class sampai 5.30. camne nak jumpa dia ni?
bagi email je ar.
esok jumpa.

so that's my first two days in Surgery.
probably my last.
how was your first two days?
if it was worse then mine, i'll give you a 100 bucks.
baru siap post ni. sekarang pukul 2.00 pagi sebenarnya.
asyik tangguh je sebab ada kerja.
haih. fuck.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


nanti gua kemas balik last post tu.
this is why blogger sucks (sometimes).
get's all fucked up.

haha malasnya nak alter nanti ar gua buat haiyoooooo
okay peace out.

complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?

macam best pulak layan lagu ni.

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my headWith words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco]
I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshitJust a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets
How much money does it take to really make a full clip
9/11 building 7 did they really pull it
Uhh, And a bunch of other cover upsYour childs future was the first to go with budget cuts
If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut
The school was garbage in the first place, thats on the up and upKeep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust
You get it then they move you so you never keeping up enough
If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the f-cks”
Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such
And that aint Jersey Shore, homie thats the newsAnd these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth
Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist
Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit
Thats why I aint vote for him, next one either
I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful
And I believe in the people.
[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 2]Now you can say it aint our fault if we never heard it
But if we know better than we probably deserve it
Jihad is not a holy war, wheres that in the worship?
Murdering is not Islam!

And you are not observantAnd you are not a muslim
Israel don’t take my side cause look how far you’ve pushed them
Walk with me into the ghetto, this where all the Kush went
Complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?
Complain about the gloom but when’d you pick a broom up?
Just listening to Pac aint gone make it stop
A rebel in your thoughts, aint gon make it halt
If you don’t become an actor you’ll never be a factorPills with million side effects
Take em when the pains felt
Wash them down with Diet soda!
Killin off your brain cells
Crooked banks around the World
Would gladly give a loan today
So if you ever miss paymentThey can take your home away!

[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said, never said
I can’t take back the words I never said
[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 3]
I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion thats why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it toI’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through

[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said

oh been listening to Green Day's 21st Century Breakdown.
Well it's the only full album I have on my iPod.

comolot nampak.

pretty darn good I say!

okay bye nak erm...
tak tau nak buat apa.
padahal short case on thursday.