day by day. confusing me. tearing me apart. but still keeping me together. inside.
day by day. the reality of this world. closes in. am i blinded? if i am, by what? faith? hope? or. i just refuse to see it yet.
day by day. it approaches. what do you do? what will you do? it's not only you. remember.
day by day. the dreaded day dastardly awaits. what should I do? heart or brain? brain or heart? right or wrong? conformity or liberty?
day by day. different people have different definitions of right and wrong. just ask Hitler. or even MB of Terengganu. or even Ungku Aziz. what matters is your definition. and mine. remember. it's not only you.
day by day. are you scared? rightly so. am I scared? of course. should we give in ? or be strong and persevere? not easy. what is ?
day by day. when the day comes. i hope. in one way or another. we would have made the right decision.
spent an hour of pharmacology practical killing dozens of cute, little defenseless mice. well not really defenseless. just ask the people who got bitten by a few. hahaha.
really sad seeing all the white mice convulsing to death. sigh. but what to do.. in the name of science and research bla bla bla bla why couldn't we just use G.W.Bush or some other deserving individual? grrrrr
what's even worse than that was the next hour! Doing the lame Student's t-test and what not! ARGHGHGHGHGHGGHGHGH!
this fer-lee-cee-ta ar suka sangat baca blog ni. aku pun tak tau kenapa dia suka baca sangat. tapi aku sangat menghargai pengorbanan dia yang dia sanggup mengambil masa dari schedule dia yang teramat padat untuk membaca blog yang tidak seberapa ini.
lol. thanks feli! hahaha eh make sure you read this TODAY you know. otherwise it will be kinda lameeeeee
p.s. updates will be posted soon. too busy leh. :( hahaha
to those who want to know about a certain "social contract" :
just read our own Dr.M's blog @ chedet.com it doesnt really discuss the social contract in Malaysia per se. but you know. kinda interesting. read the comments too. yeah some of them are pretty stupid and biased.but there are a few roses in that bed of thorns. i wonder how to get that many comments? :S Anonymous voice : Easy! Be the PM for a decade and a half-ish then create havoc for the dude who succeeds you. Voila! Right.
anyway. you might as well read our friend, the President/PM/Big Boss/Taiko of Iran , Mr. Ahmenajad's comments he made on the world's rising oil prices. he always says something interesting. hahaha it was made quite a while ago. so you guys go and dig dig a bit lah. no i'm not gonna put a link on it. go look for it yourself man. plus i'm so buta IT i don't know how!
that was just for laughs okay.I do know how to put a link. Sorta. Shut up. Bye.
you know what it took the world to realize that Malaysia exists? (another) Anwar sodomy trial.
So, having one of the tallest buildings in the world , top badminton players , top squash player , rubbish football team , most racially integrated country but still peaceful(relatively) i love chinese and indian people and erm stable economy and everything and blablabalbalablablablalbablablalba
but we get noticed for this?
hmm. not bad what. after all there is no such thing as bad publicity.there is only publicity.
so my 2 months holiday are almost up. so you guys might have been wondering what i have been doing for my holidays? no? then i know you're a normal human being because who would possibly want to know what i did blablabla
well i have been following the footsteps of the greatest club in the world *ehem Selangor FC Manchester United* by becoming a champion!
shiny. ignore the stethoscope.
TECHNICALLY me, Thong Siang and Kar Fai were OVERAGED but we didnt really play a significant role in the team's march to glory. NO YOU CANT TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME!!! *snatches medal and runs off!* *laughs maniacally*
and as promised i have taken a picture of my newly nail-free middle toe :
not as gross as i thought it would be. ceh.
well it looks grosser LIVE. especially since i have been futsal-ing a lot. so if you wanna see it just call :D
what else ar? hmmm oh i have obtained my licence recently : well like 3 weeks ago.
yeah yeah i look like a gangster/penjenyah/rapist/serial rapist/serial killer. tell me something i havent heard before will ya? :S
*ahem* anyway have been driving here and there lately. i would like to thank a few people and i will keep my promise that i owe this people a few rides as a result of me hitchhiking in their cars all these years : *in no particular order*
My sis (wtf)
hmm that's all i can remember right now . such a freaking long list. shit.
and (med)school starts on the 7th of July. so people kalau nak keluar , now is the time. because i'll be doing a lot of this :
studying. not sleeping. i was erm resting my eyes awhile in the pic. yeah.
so yeah. that's about it. i'll see ya when i see ya! except you.you stay away from me. yes you. that one right there. nope not that one behind you. you. yes you!