Tuesday, December 29, 2009


i have a bad feeling about paeds.
banyak gila nak baca.
banyak gila class.
doctor pon macam orang gila super emo everyday.
well, one of them anyway.

and the fact that i'm as good with kids as Tiger Woods is with his marriage does not help.
tiger joke!

hopefully everything goes well.
you know final year got final exam in 2 months.
freaking scary man.

and it's gonna be our turn soon.
so fast man.

p.s. another tiger joke :

what's the difference between santa claus and tiger woods?
santa only has three ho's. HoHoHo.
hahahaha okay damn lame bye.

what's your tiger joke? :P

Monday, December 28, 2009

lovin' it.

i've been hearing this since yesterday night.
and i layan-ed it before going to the wards today.
put in a right mood today.
featuring Julian Casablancas from The Strokes! The Roots band! Questlove on drums! wtf!

it's actually a new version of a skit performed on Saturday Night Live (SNL).
i've tried to find the orignal SNL one, but memang tak jumpa ar.
i cannot even see videos on Hulu man.
damn Americans.

i actually watched the orignal one once on the Best of SNL- Jimmy Fallon once.
awesome man!

you guys know what's SNL all about right?
i loooooveeeeeeeeee SNL man.
you know one time they showed it on the CNBC channel on Astro?
damn man.
i waited every week for SNL.
this was like when i was in high school or something.
so damn farneeee man.
serious puas hati tengok.
got some episodes like bleaarrrgghhhhhh.
but mostly were damn funny lah.

and i love all these short short funny songs they create on the show man.
like Adam Sandler's Lunchlady and his Happy Hanukkah song.
listen to Lunchlady. serious lawak. haha.
i have Best of SNL- Adam Sandler in my external!! :P
to the above I Wish It Was Christmas Today.
to the more recent ones like Natalie Portman Rap and Dick In A Box( feat Justin Timberlake).
yeap that-in-a-box.
i can't put all the videos here so i put link only kay.
but please go and see.
damn funny kay.

now they have a band that specializes in these type of obscene short songs.
they're called Lonely Island.
the link is there if you wanna check them out.
ada lah satu dua lagu dia menarik.
sengal betol.

okay i'm just gonna put Lunchlady to show you guys.
but you should really watch the original one.
siap ada dance and everything.
kelakar gila kot.

okay banyak sangat gelak.
must go and study.


manic monday.

second night in a row.
that i have woken up from a horrific dream.
scenarios that i wouldnt wish on anyone.
well maybe except the really bastard-ish type of people lar.

it wasnt like a full-blast dream.
it was more like a 10-second scene.
short but really powerful.
and shitty.

why are we so afraid of death?
and the death of our loved ones?
fuck man.
or is it just me?

ward around in 45 minutes.
let's not have nightmares there.


Sunday, December 27, 2009


lagu ni dah lama dah sebenarnya.
i first heard this song when my friends were gonna perform it during PASUM, circa 2006.
you PASUM peeps remember kan?? :P
so i took a listen and was immediately hooked with it.
layan lah jugak lagu ni.
you might wanna turn up the speakers.
kinda soft lah.
just ignore the blandness of the video.
dengar je.

Would it hurt if you remember me?
Well I want to know
Would it kill if you talk to me?
Well I really want to know

Wasted days are my... my mistake
I've plan for better ways
I'm lost in time, I misplaced
Beneath the stars, where dreams are made

It's hard when no one knows
Expressed in different tones
I hate to be unknown

Akhirnya kau berlepas
Ke dunia yang berbeza
Mengapa ku terlambat luahkan perasaan
Di sini ku menanti saat kau kembali

Summer breeze blows through my hair
Pretty flowers everywhere
Indecisive I'll just walk through
In hope that I'll find you

It's hard when no one knows
Expressed in different tones
I hate to be unknown

(Chorus) x 2

I couldn't find the lyrics online.
which I normally do.
so I wrote this by listening to the song and basically ikut instinct lah.
haha cewah.
kalau salah tolong betulkan.


randomity #84

lesson learnt.
do not be a smartass and take a bus at night from klang back to kl.

nolah i was bored of riding ye ole' KTM komuter train.
with it's long ass train ride and freaky passengers.
i'll save that for another post.
so i tried going back by bus.
which in theory should be faster and safer(?).

but no.
the bus was late.
last bus pulak tu!
i didnt wanna be stuck in the middle of klang for the whole night!
so i waited and waited and akhirnya sampai jugak.
but the good thing is the bus took a detour and dropped me off straight at the Bangsar LRT.
kalau tak hantar kat CM tah mana ntah.
macam mana aku nak balik malam malam camtu?

and the only thing i hate more than crazy drivers are crazy bus drivers.
god man.
they think they're in freaking Speed or something??

mungkin time bus driving school diorang tengok cerita ni kot.

biar lambat asalkan selamat man.

Monday, December 21, 2009


ho hum.
Brittany Murphy has passed away.
i'm shocked.
like really shocked.
hence the post.

she was only like 32.
damn young.
ish ish.
i remember her vividly in 8 Mile.
hmmm and in Sin City.
well because i just watched that like, last week.
malang memang tak berbau.
when you gotta go, you gotta go i guess.

paeds = banyak gila class.

bohemian rhapsody.

listening to Bohemian Rhapsody for the umpteenth time!
sangat layan for some strange reason.
where was this when I was born??
You were 3.

why didn't I discover this sooner??
No wonder it stands among other legendary songs like Stairway to Heaven and Back in Black and ALL METALLICA SONGS and bla bla bla.
don't get the bismillah part though.

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy (Poor boy)
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
Little high, little low
Any way the wind blows
Doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life has just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye, everybody
I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, oooooooh (Anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
Sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

[Guitar Solo]

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me
(Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo Figaro
I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let me go (Will not let you go)
Let me go (Will not let you go) (Never, never, never, never)
Let me go, o, o, o, o
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Oh mama mia, mama mia) Mama Mia, let me go
Beelzebub has the devil put aside for me, for me, for me!

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

[Guitar Solo]
(Oooh yeah, Oooh yeah)

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows...

if you don't fancy that, here's like a kiddie version.
see rock is not bad for you!
instead of listening to Britney's(current) type of songs and what not.
should listen to more rock!
and nasyid.
jangan marah Britney fans.


okay bye.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

randomity #83

test in 10 hours.
i've always thought that once you started counting down to exams, you memang dah cuckoo already.
or maybe you're just really anxious and cannot wait to ace the freaking test.
eh. *shrugs*

tak prepare lagi.. hmmmm.
macam dah malas dah sebenarnya.

first posting results are out.
hehe passed by the slimmest of margins.
syukur syukur.
syukur dapat doctor baik.
syukur attitude dapat A+ (!)
hahaha mungkin tu ada contribute sikit.
hehehe poyo.

gonna watch Avatar on Saturday.
with the Samad boys no less.
yes i'm not watching a movie alone.
for the first time in like 4 saturdays.

lama tak jumpa budak budak ni.
see what the fuss is all about with Avatar.

why so blue man?

*hyuk hyuk hyuk*

it has that guy from Terminator:Salvation.
which everybody said sucked but i dont get it i liked T:S a lot actually especially with the little easter eggs inside. (ala you know about the red flag kyle has in the first terminator and the scar on john's face and Arnie of course!)
okay massive-nerd-moment.

okay terlencong pulak.
sambung study.
good luck everybody.

Monday, December 14, 2009


okay i was on my way nak mandi right.
it's hot okay :P
then terdengar bunyi orang basuh baju.
i was like " aik, orang lain ada test, sapa lagi ada kat sini?"
so pergi usha.
you all know what usha means right?

tengok tengok it was this chinese auntie washing some male-looking clothes.
i guess so because i didnt wanna take a closer look. bahaya kot. haha.
unless her daughter is a tomboy lah :P

i can only assume that she is THAT guy punya mother.
but dude.
isnt this waaaaaay over?
getting your mum to come here and wash your clothes? while i wanna take a shower
okay let's not assume things.
maybe he got other problems.

nasib baik aku tak masuk toilet terlompat lompat nyanyi telanjang.
like i always do
now THAT would be awkward.

okay study jom!

randomity #82


balik college je dah ada masalah.
hahahaha. takpelah.hidup ni memang penuh dengan masalah pon.
thanks tim for helping out.
i didnt ask you to do it but i know you would do it anyway.
because you're Timothy.
hey that's a compliment.


cakap je nak charge berapa?
we friend friend right so no need kan?

arghh pening.
finished with the O. G tak start lagi pon.

okay bye damn hot now. grrrr.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


I have an end of posting test(EOPT) on thursday.
havent studied at all.

surprisingly not as freaked out as the first EOP two months ago.
wonder why.
oh we're all afraid the first time.
but maybe it's PCM so i'm too relaxed and i'm gonna get my ass handed to me during the test.
yet i'm still at the computer surfing and stuff.
not good.
not good at all.

after that on the 22nd there's a ridiculous test from SPM department.
about managing resources, finances, staff bla bla bla.
seriously man.
what the freaking hell.
cannot fail pulak tu.
what rubbish is this???

and then that evening ada MedSoc AGM.
where i will be relinquishing my post as Treasurer.
not before i "borrow" a few thousand ringgit first!
so i have been busy with this too.
went to UM yesterday morning.
takde pulak akak tu.
went in the evening pulak.
thrashed the reports out until 5.30 pm.

balik singgah McD, ice cream takde, habis.
malang gila!
oh penat penat penat.
tak study pun penat? pelik.

okay enough monologuing.
i will try to study today.

but before that :

haha comel gila!
kay bye.


Ya Allah.
Please give me strength.

Morning everybody!

Saturday, December 5, 2009


watching old comedy shows.
this is because i have exhausted my limited selection of movies already including Sin City
, Watchmen, School of Rock since this evening.
yeap no studying today.

man that Chris Rock sure is funny.

also waiting for the World Cup draw.
just realized it would be during my finals.
shit much?


so what are you doing?

Friday, December 4, 2009

randomity #81

macam kelakar pulak baca my earlier blog posts.
i mean the real early ones.. the first five or so.
lepas tu semua mantap mantap kan??

okay lah not macam kelakar, memang kelakar pon.

p.s. nak comment kat Dr. Haris punya blog ke tak? nanti macam stalker pulak.
never mind lah just become a silent reader.
like i do on most blogs.

okay now really good night people.

oh this is how it's done.

hey everybody!
i've sometimes wondered how long can i keep up this blog.
i mean i hardly write essays on this stuff yet i still struggle to update it.

when i started this blog in..... *thinks back*
1st year i think. nanti check.
i thought it would last like, i dunno, a month plus.
yeah but i guess it's still alive and kicking.
i guess i'm doing pretty good.

mind you aku baru 3rd year okay dah struggle nak update blog.
belum kerja final year lagi.

but then i stumbled on Dr. Haris' blog.
ala Dr. Haris yang bagi lecture hari tu, yang aku datang lambat tu
which i have to say, is pretty awesome.
a lot of pics.
which i would like to do with my blog.
and he's a freaking *insert specialty here* for god sakes!
and he's blogging almost everyday!
i think he's a hematologist.

awesomeness wei.
that's how it's done people.

so now i just need a
really good camera.
fast internet connection.
wife and kids.
lots and lots and lots of money.

okay go!

g'nite people.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

randomity #80

best gila pergi Carrefour (spelling?).
dapat beli baju 4 ringgit.
4 ringgit you know!!
cannot even buy one nasi kandar like that tau!

so if you see me with new t shirts yeah they probably are from carrefour.
so yeah i love carrefour.
and i'm cheap.
okay lah maybe not cheap but i have no money.
if i had money mungkin lah up sikit beli from F.O.S. ke mana ke.
kalau up lagi beli lah Giordano ke.
kalau up lagi,
boleh ke up lagi nie?
beli lah TOPMAN ke apa ke.

okay gotta stop dreaming.

oh. a few sales worth mentioning.
Amcorp Mall. Yes, Amcorp Mall is having the Big Bad Book Sale.
yeah lotta books going cheap!
until Dec 2 only i think.
so go go go!
if got Twilight series, nak beli ke?

and at Cineleisure E@Curve (stupid name really).
at the Adidas outlet, they have this bundle sale.
where you can get football boots and shoes and sweaters at real cheap prices!
boots for RM100!!!
from like RM200++ you know!
shoes also around 100 plus.
sweater ada lawa lawa gak.

yeap that's what i did for my holidays.
carrefour rocks!

p.s. EBM? what EBM?

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

bulan baru?

ello ello *in british accent*
i am contemplating on reading the Twilight series.
yes yes im curious on what the hell is all this hype about.
breaking The Dark Knight's record and all that.
the nerve.
are.. you.. serious?

no lah i dont really care.
i just wanna read new books.
but the thing is.
i dont wanna buy the whole freaking series!!!
they are like 4 books right?
so im not gonna fork out like 100++ bucks just to read something i MIGHT not like.
anybody that has the series, boleh tak bukakan hati anda untuk meminjamkan saya buku buku tersebut?

i am here to
suck your...
wallet dry!

and no i dont want the soft copy either.
it's a book man.
read it like a book.
the traditional way.
dengan kertas papyrus ke??
nolah not that traditional.
i dont wanna stare at the computer for hours reading some novel when i can watch porn do something else with the computer!

i'm bored.
PCM sangat relax sampai tak tau nak study apa.

bye people.
shit it's december already.
well almost anyway.

Thursday, November 12, 2009


i wanted to blog about my failure in relationships.
but then.
macam terlalu personal pulak.
and you know me.
i NEVER reveal personal stuff.

maybe i should.
maybe some other time.
but for now, maybe just a song will do eh?

Hujan - Kotak Hati.

tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

berbaring renung kita ke bulan
lagu yang ku tulis ku nyanyikan
lagu cinta tentang kita berdua
yang kan kita kenangi hingga tiba masa

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

mimpi mimpi
yang tak kembali
aku janji
janji takkan pergi

tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

mimpi mimpi
yang tak kembali
aku janji
janji takkan pergi

yup lagu lama sikit.
but still best.
incidentally, there's a Nirvana song called Heart-Shaped Box.

night people.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

cannot go man cannot go.

don't understand the title?
translate it into malay Bahasa Malaysia.
still dont get it? cannot help you lah. haiyo.

here's something to pass the time with.hehehe.
damn funny.

told you!
adoi.. things some Thai people do.hahaha.
best betul roommate dengan Khairul Anwar.
selalu tengok video ntah hapa hapa.

okay back to reading Gynae.

trying to anyways.

p.s. here's a real pic of Taylor Swift.
ya know, to neutralize the geli-ness of the video above.
it's just an excuse to put gambar Taylor Swift elelele macam aku tak tau

that's better.


Monday, November 9, 2009

randomity #79 ( i had to check , i lost track already) :P

thinking of getting a new layout for the blog.
any ideas where?
please share.

nak buat sendiri?
memang tak lah!
might screw up the whole website and lose everything i've ever written.
like one friend i know.

oh sapa yang nak exam, good luck!
sapa yang dah habis exam, what you reading this for? go enjoy lah!
sapa med student, sila pergi class sekarang.
that reminds me.
have a nice day!


clean healthy living.

you know you're in trouble when you:

  • get it more often.
  • do it more often.
  • and the cardinal sign, start developing symptoms.

please lah.
make it stop.
eleh cakap je nanti buat balik.

insyaAllah tuan tuan dan puan puan.

eh jangan fikir yang bukan bukan lak.

Have to face Chelsea supporters (Arif) for a while.
so annoying.
no luck lah wei no luck.
ref also macam apa ntah.

p.s. return to blogging? see how lor.

p.p.s. i wanna laptop...... :S

Saturday, October 17, 2009

mana mungkin cakap mana mungkin.

pagi pagi dah layan lagu best.
so i gotta post this up.

The Fray - Never Say Never

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
[ The Fray Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

kalau lah suara aku sesedap dia maybe i'll consider singing again.
in front of other people i mean.

p.s. end of posting exam on monday and thursday.
so fast right?

p.p.s. IVIH : hahaha i havent been here in a while! Muhammad Danial, you are such an idiot sometimes.

have a great weekend and diwali people.

Thursday, October 8, 2009


fuck the system.
the malaysian higher education system that is.
other systems are okay.


Saturday, October 3, 2009

randomity #78

my roommate ada p1wimax!

so i can blog at 5 o clock in the morning and talk about nothing whatsoever.


it's october already?


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

use somebody.

Kings of Leon - Use Somebody.

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see


randomity #77

had the most random thought just now.
for people who were in PASUM 05/06, do you remember this couple that went EVERYWHERE and did EVERYTHING together?
ala. they were affectionately known as the Borneo couple.. or Sarawak couple or something like that.

so i was wondering.
what the hell happened to them?
dah clash ke?
dah kahwin ke?
still going steady ke?

i told you it was random.
more random than usual anyway.
while in the bathroom somemore i was thinking of this.

but i have to say.
i think a lot in the bathroom.
so on a good long day i could be in the bathroom quite a while.
not doing anything else mind you.
just thinking.
just thinking.

p.s. back in klang hell klang.
exam in 4(?) weeks.
oh damn.

fikiran bercelaru sekarang.
jangan jadi macam saya.
buhbye guys.
and girls.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

farking hell.

time raya lah nak dapat jerawat size of Ayers Rock.
hey i'm just a tiny bit vain okay. i'm human toooo!!!

and then the more serious problem of getting a gum infection.
it has created an abscess the size of... of...
*insert something cool sounding here*
basically it has obscured my lateral incisors. thus making it look like i have gum cancer or something.

i need surgery.
no more smiling in raya pics for me!
:D <--- virtual smile pon cukup lar haha.

i'll MAYBE put a picture up so you guys might actually learn something.
what you learn? i dunno up to you lah.

had a blast in Kelantan with the family.
great food.yummm.

Selamat hari raya! Maaf Zahir Batin!
be safe everybody!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

randomity #76

tension gila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

back to work.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009


just finished class with Dr.Phillp.
one word = wow.

he is quite something else.
okay that sounds a bit gay.
but really, i found out something about myself today thanks to him.
okay maybe i found out a lot.
besides the fact i don't know shit about what's going on and i have to study like an a-hole from now on.

hmmm hmmm.
berubah danial berubah!


p.s. Federer lost???????? why???????????

Federer tahan gelak ke apa?

good on you Mama Clijsters!!

look! shiny new toy for you Jada!

Monday, September 14, 2009

oh.my stomach.

my things are burning!!!
so i looked around the courts and wondered.hmmm.
am i the guy who's fasting AND playing futsal?

im the only idiot here who's doing that.
people are like amazed that i can play futsal and fast at the same time.
i mean like really play, for solid 2 hours kinda play.
i dunno. im used to it already. im not boasting about it anything because the whole time im playing i'll be like "penat gila wei" and "damn thirsty lah dude" and other dehyrdrated remarks.
it's not like i'm super fit or anything.
last time at school i used to play on friday afternoons man!
ahhhh good times :D

dengan sebab itu lah i opened fast like this :


one F&N Fruit Tree Juice.

i like apple

and other stuff.
now im have to face the side effects. namely polyuria and a big fat stomach abdominal distension.

but seriously man.
i could've drank this as i was sooooo thirsty.

who 's this chinese dude?

i have a long day tomorrow.
please pray i dont faint.
night guys.

p.s. raya next week??? what??? already?

Friday, September 11, 2009

hum dee hum

lagu cambest. hahaha.


Rabak mata ku
Pena menari
Tinta berdarah

Rabak mata ku
Pena menari-nari
Tinta berdarah
Kata membara-bara

*Masanya ku bernafas
Ini terakhir kali
Puas sudah ku sesak
Dalam dunia sempit

Dulu tersungkur
Kini berdiri
Kau bermain api
Kini ku bakari
Dulu menunduk
Kini ku celik
Kau bermain api


Engkau mahu sempurna
Engkau jadi sempurna
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku
Engkau mahu malaikat
Turun dari kayangan
Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku

Tidak engkau cermin saja
Diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona
Ku bahagia dengan cela

Tidak kau bercinta saja
Dengan diri mu yang sempurna, mempesona
Ku bahagia dengan cela

(Repeat *)

(Repeat chorus)

Siapa yang mampu mencapai mahu mu
Bilamana kau juga seorang manusia?

Siapa yang mampu mencapai mahu mu
Bilamana kau juga seorang manusia?

agak sedap kan.

also listening to MLTR songs at this hour.
it's not abnormal right?
can't believe PAS wanted them banned.


1.24 a.m.

baru balik ward not too long ago.
sometimes we just gotta take one step back from life and say :

wow. we are really lucky to be living the life the current life we have.

night people.

Monday, September 7, 2009

randomity #75

why am i always the bad guy?
what the hell.

p.s. tak baik mencarut bulan puasa ni.


hey hey everybody.
just wanted to wish my sis a very belated birthday!
she's an Anak Merdeka as you call it but she's not as old as Malaysia!
even though Malaysia was only formed in '63 but whatever :P

you see if i had my external i would have put pictures of her and i here.
alas my external is still M.I.A. :(
haha alasan i know

*excuse the upcoming cheesiness*
anyway happy birthday Hana!
we all miss you lots! Havent seen you in AGES!
looks like im going to have to save money and visit you there!
good luck in everything that you are/will pursuing/pursue.
is that spelling correct? :S
i love you.

p.s. oh yeah it was my birthday too the other day.
thanks for everybody who wished!
especially to the guys and gals who "suprised" me at the hostel the other day.
hahaha :P

you know me.
i never put any importance on my birthday.
its just like any other day to me.
maybe this'll change when im older and shit.
who knows.
but i do care about other people's birthdays so im not that abnormal.

p.p.s. going to do my IC today!

Monday, August 31, 2009


you know what that means right?
new catchy patriotic songs!

haha. multi lingual lyrics.

Mengapa kita berbeza
Ku tahu hatimu dipolusi benci
Kita harus bersama
Aku, kau mereka, memahami, kompromi

Kita satu komuniti, satu arah destinasi
Hey generasi muda, usah kau bersendiri
Kita punya satu hati, satu cita satu jiwa
Kau aku dan mereka, kita satu nama

Dengan satu suara,
kita serupa, walau berbeza
Genggam semangat waja
Dan langkah bersama
Dalam rentak padu yang sama

It’s the B to the E to the L I A
Let’s keep our head up for better days
Do walk hand in hand if you understand
The message is to be together in this motherland

Where is the love that used to shine
In this darkest hour, we’re gonna be just fine
So let the love shines in your soul
This revolution is gonna be our destiny call

Dalam satu suara, kita tiada bezanya
Nyanyi lagu yang sama, rentak sekata
Dengan satu suara, kita janji menjaga
Kau, aku dan mereka, kita satu nama

Dengan satu suara
Kita serupa, walau berbeza
Genggam semangat waja
Dan langkah bersama
Dalam rentak jiwa yang sama

Sekiranya ku jatuh, terus bangunkan aku
Dan aku lakukan yang sama untukmu
Kau, aku dan mereka
Dalam satu irama, dalam satu cinta

eethu un valkai, un pathei, un eerthukaalam
(this is your life, your path and your future)
otremei veedum kai kodhe nadeethe vaa
(unity is needed, come walk hand in hand)
naalai maadrum un nadeetheyil
(tomorrow’s changes is in your path)
en thola yen paala kuraalyil?
(my friend, why do it with different voices?)

(Our country should be one heart and one soul)
生活过得好, 最紧要我地大家开心
(Our lives are good and our happiness is important)
(Our Malaysian society is great)
无论遇到乜野困难, 我地一齐可以搞惦
(Whatever problems we face we can sort it out together)

Repeat Chorus [2X] [ALL SINGERS]

that's not all! got one more song!

ha ambik ko. lyrics.

Hold on, brother hold on
The road is long, we're on stony ground
But I'm strong, and you ain't heavy
Oh there's a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don't bind, oh no
What do they know? They speak falsely

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(Fall in~ Fall in~)
Fall in with me
(hmm... fall in~)
Fall in fall in fall in with me

Push back sister won't you push back?
Love won't wait, just keep pushing on
Yeah I'm strong, you ain't heavy
Oh don't you worry about that...
What we have shadows can't deny
Don't you know it's now or never?

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope, here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one?

Bertubi asakan berkurun lamanya
Hati ke depan mencari yang sayang
[Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion]

Shou qian shou da jia yi qi zou, wo men dai biao guo ren kai kou wei lai jiu mei you diu zou
-[meaning: Hand in hand we'll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people, hope we'll find peace forever]

Inthe payanam payanamm yen vettri thaagam
Anthee kaana kaalam naam vetri raagam... nanba nanba
-[meaning: May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed]

Yes I feel it in my bones, so I will let it be known
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home


Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(yeah~ Yeah~)

Here in my home
(Here in my home)
I'll tell you what it's all about
(I'll tell you...)
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one hope! one hope yo! )
One love undivided
(aa~ one~)
That's what it's all about
(That's what it's all about~)
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?

Here in my home
(Here in my home~)
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one love one love one love ^^)
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?

happy birthday malaysia.
saya harap we all can live together in peace and harmony for the next 52 years.
well. at least till i die.
im kidding.

god bless Malaysia!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

tidak boleh terima.

reading comments/messages on facebook.
somebody spelt thanks.
like this.

thanks = 10x.

i took 10 minutes to decipher that!!!!
i thought got what kinda math equation going on lah apa lah.

and another thing.
malaysia is the only place where the word already can be written as :
oledi. (old lady???)
which is a bit chinese acceptable.
edi. (eddie???)
which is a bit. erm. i dunoo. malaysian.
and my favorite.
yes. the letter d can be used as a substitute for the word already!

the crazy thing is that everyone knows what the hell it means!!
then complain english not good lah whatever lah.

yeah im bitching about a minor thing.
but tiba tiba cannot take d.

p.s. jangan marah kepada siapa siapa yang terasa.
all in the name of fun.


Saturday, August 29, 2009

oh where oh where could my...

external hard drive be?

i would REWARD (ie give money) anybody who could produce to me my external hard drive.
in working condition of course.
or give me the whereabouts of said external hard drive.
or give me any pointers that would eventually lead me to finding said external hard drive.

i need it that badly.


p.s. will update properly soon.

p.s.s. Selamat berpuasa everybody!
one week already!
that was FAST. <-- (get it get it? because we're FASTING!)
okay just ignore that.


Sunday, August 16, 2009

randomity #74

kenapa beli boxer yang boleh shrink?
in the end sama je macam beli briefs.

p.s. will be M.I.A. until Friday!
leaving for Baktisiswa Pahang 2009!
in 2 hours!
hope i dont die in the jungle!

take care people.

Thursday, August 13, 2009


lama jugak tak blog nie.
a bit lazy + busy lar.

it's the last few days of our 6 weeks in UM.
damn fast wei masa berjalan.
i have been a lot bit lazy in attending lectures and of the sort.
so now macam i dont really know shit about clinicals.
tau lah sikit sikit but still :P
damn scared man to go to klang!!!
FYI : i'll be in klang for one year-ish.
so won't be seeing you guys for a while.
you guys meaning people from futsal + family + cat(meow!)+ etc
heheeh :P

anyway we - Phase IIIA supposed to have a one week break before we head off to klang!
but i'm going to Baktisiswa Pahang!
so burn ar one week tu!
so tired man.

tired man.
but life is good.
okay lah... i'm happy.ish.
nites people.

p.s. sang a song for this talent night just now.
memang tak sedap kot.
kalau gila rajin i'll post it up.

byeeeee :P

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

randomity #73

Bill Clinton, back in action.

so what seems to be the problem?

Bill Clinton is the man!!
seriously wei.
that guy is like Superman.
well he only deals with American issues but still.

when in doubt, call Bill Clinton!

p.s. sial ar H1n1.
go away.

p.s.s. cam malas nak komen pasal politik Malaysia.
but i have to say.
that day punya protests were rocking!!
i cannot go because i dont wanna erm.
lose my place in med school and go to jail.
i heard it's bad in there.


pagi yang gelap.

i feel.

basically i did something that isnt the norm for me.
i shirked myself of something that i was supposed to do..
so i ended up not doing it then other people had to do it.

bukannya aku tak nak buat..
i seriously was up to here *puts hand to neck level*
my neck lah not your own neck :P
with other stuff and i dunoo.
i was too tired to do this one more thing.

so i got screwed (rightly so)
and now i feel bad.
did i tell them why i did not do it?
no because i don't like making excuses.

my responsibility is my responsibility.
kalau dah diberi amanah, kena laksanakan amanah tu.
no questions asked.
tapi kalau dah penat gila macammana??

tak suka ar feeling nie.
camner nak release tension ni?

p.s. hujan lagi pagi nie.

p.p.s. ward round postponed again.

p.p.p.s. im sooooo tired.

Monday, August 3, 2009


EPISMA 09 is over!!!

event went as planned.
not really many people.
i predict a very long postmortem.
double :(

penat gila babeng.
first thing we all did when we came back was check tomorrow punya jadual.
esok takde ward!!
insyaallah pergi lecture.

p.s. i love my mother.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009


what a way to start the week.

i got a hundred things to worry about and then this shit comes along?

lantak ar apa orang nak cakap.
got better things to do.

p.s. baru nak bangga 3 weeks gone by since Phase IIIA started and no cancelled wardrounds!
lo and behold, today's wardaround was postponed to thursday.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

i go.

my favorite song from Talentime :

lyric yang sangat best :

So long, fare thee well

The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell

So turn down this bed of stone

Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now

Running down on streets to nowhere

Music is my life , you're my sweetest nightingale

But I can't hear it here no more

And I go

I go

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

- Words & Music By Pete Teo. All rights reserved 2008

sedap gila lagu ni kot.

hahahaha :D

p.s. aku pernah nyanyi lagu ni time aku tunggu appointment at the orthopedic clinic.

i was listening to my mp3 then tiba tiba lagu ni keluar aku pon layan je lah.

accidentally sang it out loud , especially the chorus part :P

nurse pon datang : Awak ni salah clinic ke? clinic psychiatric kat bawah sikit *points*


hahahaha lol.

agak malu ar.



nak baca buku pulak.

for a change.