randomity #111

as the clock strikes 1 it has been approximately 45 hours since i had any sleep.
just got back from visiting my big bro in the UK.
very erm educational trip. learnt a lot. a lot about myself as well. but i'll save that for another day. hahaha.

since kerja lambat lagi, i might start updating again. insyaAllah.
but for now come on England!!!

you reap what you sow.

trying to put a brave face.
harder than I thought.
dammit.







really hard.
so much for being a strong willed person.
good luck guys.

born to die.

sounds like something lady gaga would say huh?
well it's not! :P


there's something about this song/singer.
it's not particularly amazing or beautifully sung.
it's her voice... macam hypnotic.
:S
i've been replaying this song ever since.
it's stuck in my head! in a good way lah, not in like a Rebecca Black Friday type of way.
:P


it seems this lady - Lana Del Rey was being much maligned for her off-key performance on SNL recently.
She sounds okay though on other shows and on her album of course.
americans.  *shrugs*
:P







i'm listening to her other songs and it's pretty much the same kinda music.
not bad though.
not bad at all.
:D
cakap macam power pulak. gi mati lerrrrrr :S 

I don't know why I'm doing this.

This is a very honest and depressing albeit truthful article about studying/practising medicine.

Top 10 Reasons Why You Should Not Go To Medicine.


I know I havent started working yet, but most of those things in the list are pretty true.
hahaha :P
Well I think every medical student should take this with a pinch of salt and really just ask yourself why you're doing medicine in the first place.
Different people are doing it for different reasons.
Not all of us are saintly or angelic enough in our reasoning to become a doctor.
(kepada sesiapa yang terasa, I salute you! God Bless You! :D )


If you ask me.
Why I'm doing medicine.
I have 5 reasons!
Just joking , that was a orientation thing we had to recite when a senior asked us why we chose to do medicine.
Because this is a suci blog (hahahaha) I won't reveal what those are!
:P
message me if you want to know :D (it's not that bad lah actually) 


But I really don't know.
I just kinda dropped in and got roped to do medicine to be perfectly honest.
Aku dulu memang takde masa depan, had no inkling what I wanted to do after high school so :P

After 5 years, I have no regrets in choosing Medicine.
Belajar banyak (gila), banyak experience benda baru.
Met a lot of friends! Had no girlfriend!
InsyaAllah bila practice nanti dapat tolong orang alleviate their worldly suffering.
InsyaAllah dapat pahala.


Doesn't really matter what you're doing actually.
Medicine, dentistry, pharmacology, Fashion, Hospitality.
Yang penting niat.



salam.
:)




p.s. this has not been a good week for me.
Ya Allah.
give me strength. 
:D