worst.month.ever.

april is done and dusted with.
and i for one am glad as hell to see the back of april.
it's been one whole month of shittyness if i might be honest.
why do you ask? well pay me and i'll tell you!

waiting.
still waiting.
never mind you'll pay me later right? hehe :P


well. first of all. i lost my IC.
yeap.
the all important need-it-to-do-everything-except-take-a-piss small little blue card that can so easily disappear in a blink of an eye.
funnily enough i lost it during one of my trips to the bank.
so since i lost it, no money has gone into my bank account (sorry robbers!)
and i can't get money out either. so that plain sucks.
i now work as part time hooker to get some extra money on the side
so now for money i have to ask my mom and i hate doing that :S
not that she won't give but i don't like asking people for money.
i'm weird like that.
so now im like an outlaw.
going here and there without an IC, driving without an IC.
badass eh?
sigh.


another reason to forget april : i broke my freaking toe!
here's the deal.
i've been (secretly) playing in a futsal league for the past month or so.
was really excited in playing because it was my first time doing so and stuff.
playing with some juniors from Samad, really talented bunch and I know we can go far.
well.that was BEFORE i found out who else was in the league.
REAL teams.SPONSORED teams.teams that actually regularly practice and have coaches and shit.
we are just students who get together on a sunday to play! WTF! why did no one tell me this?
and to compound the misery, we lost our first match to this dude :

what's his name again?

like WTF right???
he can play a lil.not that good also.hmph.he just has good players.grrr.
anyways. in our 2nd match, i broke-ded my toe.
50-50 ball.with the goalie.i got there first.he got there second.collision.do the math.
pain.extreme pain.got a penalty.teammate missed.shit.lost the game.
sigh.

ouch.

doc said i would be out for about 6 weeks. and i can only play after 3 months.
3 months! my god! i'll be out for the whole league season.
wah. semangat hilang terus.
it's been 3 weeks since that day.
and i feel great! haha.
toe not hurting anymore but still mobility very limited.
hmmmm.
i have to say.
i'm not a very good disabled person.
the first week i got injured i was already going to the gym already.
second week i was playing basketball.
and now i'm playing tennis!
:D


hey i read somewhere movement can make it heal faster!

IVIH : yeah where'd you read that? Bullshit Digest?

yeah that's all they did.
i was suprised too.
hmmm.

and further reason that april sucks : i'm a mutant!
now this will excite future dentists who read my blog.
actually i just know one dentist who reads this but still :P

i.
have.
a.
supernumerary tooth.
want to know more? sila google or wiki.
basically means that i have an extra tooth growing where i dont need it.


it.
hurts.
like.
hell.

i dont know how childbirth feels like.
(or do i? heheheheheheheheheh)
or renal colic.
or getting your hand chopped off.
or your balls for that matter.


but this has to be like in the top 5 most painful shit in the world.
god.
i couldnt sleep.
i slept but the pain woke me up.
couldnt sleep again.
pain my god the pain.
it's like someone pulling your teeth with a bloody hammer.
or someone jamming up 10000 volts to your gums.
it was THAT painful.
now i like to think that i can stand pain.
but this just reduced me to a freaking pussy.
hahahaha.
so if you see me blanking out,eyes closed,muttering incoherently,
it doesnt mean i'm getting turned on or having a erection (maybe)
i'm just tahan-ing some extreme pain okay? :D

finally got an xray done.
will show it some other time.
oooohhhh suspense! :P

i will need surgery.
and a couple of root canals.
not looking forward to it all.
sigh.


so ALL of that in short.
especially the tooth.
made it very hard to study.
and my exams are on monday.
i'm not ready at ALL.
i dont like to make excuses.
i could've studied earlier.
i could've NOT broken my toe.

coulda.shoulda.woulda.
sigh.
i just have to face it lah i guess.
i'm fully aware to the fact that i have a real high chance of going into supplement.
and i accept that.
trust me.it would be a miracle to avoid supplement in my position.
plus family problems lagi.
sigh.

patho textbook on the left.
patho notes on the right.
so which one to read?
you tell me.

entah lah.
macam macam dugaan dunia ni.
just have to grind your teeth and get through it i guess.
that's all for the update.
hope may's better.
:D

wish me luck guys!
god bless you all.
eh i sound like President Of USA pulak.



p.s. nak tengok Wolverine!

need some help with that tooth bub?

p.p.s. Man Utd marching on and on! :D