pagi yang gelap.

i feel.
guilty.
why?




basically i did something that isnt the norm for me.
i shirked myself of something that i was supposed to do..
so i ended up not doing it then other people had to do it.



haih.
bukannya aku tak nak buat..
i seriously was up to here *puts hand to neck level*
my neck lah not your own neck :P
with other stuff and i dunoo.
i was too tired to do this one more thing.



so i got screwed (rightly so)
and now i feel bad.
did i tell them why i did not do it?
no because i don't like making excuses.


my responsibility is my responsibility.
sigh.
kalau dah diberi amanah, kena laksanakan amanah tu.
no questions asked.
sigh.
tapi kalau dah penat gila macammana??





adoi.
tak suka ar feeling nie.
ish.
camner nak release tension ni?





p.s. hujan lagi pagi nie.
:D


p.p.s. ward round postponed again.
:(


p.p.p.s. im sooooo tired.
sigh.