Wednesday, August 5, 2009

pagi yang gelap.

i feel.
guilty.
why?




basically i did something that isnt the norm for me.
i shirked myself of something that i was supposed to do..
so i ended up not doing it then other people had to do it.



haih.
bukannya aku tak nak buat..
i seriously was up to here *puts hand to neck level*
my neck lah not your own neck :P
with other stuff and i dunoo.
i was too tired to do this one more thing.



so i got screwed (rightly so)
and now i feel bad.
did i tell them why i did not do it?
no because i don't like making excuses.


my responsibility is my responsibility.
sigh.
kalau dah diberi amanah, kena laksanakan amanah tu.
no questions asked.
sigh.
tapi kalau dah penat gila macammana??





adoi.
tak suka ar feeling nie.
ish.
camner nak release tension ni?





p.s. hujan lagi pagi nie.
:D


p.p.s. ward round postponed again.
:(


p.p.p.s. im sooooo tired.
sigh.




3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hummmm.....sometimes, gotta be a bit selfish to preserve own sanity and health...

can terima or not?

p/s: are mom n sis missing sophie already???

sakinah said...

ice-cream boleh release tension! eh tapi kalau ice-cream singgit tepi carrefour tak jamin ar release ke tak! :P

hehehehehe nak pinjam gadoh can ar?

Danial said...

k. ainul : boleh, boleh terima :P haha lol



kinah: boleh je! ice cream RM1 tu sumpah layan doeeeeee

nak pinjam bayar arrrrr :P