empathy.

i have been missing classes lately.

a lot of classes.

I know that people think that I miss class on purpose.

malas.

takleh bangun pagi.

super malas.

pastu petang ada pulak dok main bola.

well I can't blame them thinking that way.

i haven't been the most studious person here.

but you know something?

I like to see them be in my shoes and try to live my live for a while.

and see if you can handle it.

I'm trying the best as I can.

and if I have to miss classes for the greater good then so be it.

I don't have the perfect family like most of you people here so that you can focus on studying only okay.

i got a lotta things on my mind and shit other than medical school.

pisses me off when people smile sheepishly at me when I go to class and remarks like "eh Danial lama tak nampak" or "eh budak baru ar".

because they don't know shit.

shit.

tapi lantak lah diorang nak fikir apa.

bukan aku boleh control pon.

it's me against the world.

just the way I like it I guess.

hmmmm.

just ranting here.

lama tak meluah perasaan.

peace out.

p.s. and I play futsal/football for release.

it's the only thing that I can do moderately well.

so I like it.

hmph.