so freaking hard.

it's almost freaking impossible to be in two places at once.

sigh.

god please give me strength.

8 months je lagi.

I don't want to make it 14 months.

Please Danial.

don't be a bitch now.

hmmmm.

one of the only songs I know how to play on guitar tu pon tak penoh hahaha

and one of the first songs I learnt.

still sounds good.

Disagree - Crumbs

spot me if you can!

hahaha.

share with me!!!

hahahaha.

no offence ladies.

but this is so true.

peace out.

nak blog lagi tapi cam sibuk lak.

:P

randomity #107

kaizen.

Kaizen (改善^?), Japanese for "improvement" or "change for the better", refers to philosophy or practices that focus upon continuous improvement of processes in manufacturing,

that's some deep shit yo. the MoH of Putrajaya was talking about this. terasa sekejap. uuuuu.

okay bye.

more meeting and discussion.

:O

#fail.

hmmm semua orang macam suka guna this thing sekarang eh --> #(insertsomethinghere)

even when they are not on twitter or whatever.

but hey it's cool!

#iiscoolyo! #thisthingisfun ############!

ehem.

anyways feeling a bit like a #failure today.

hari jumaat tu gi main futsal kat Kota Damansara.

i had to leave early because I had a movie to catch.

but you know me, it's very hard to resist playing with balls. haha.

#whattheheckface

hahahaha.

so lambat lah jadinya, so I was rushing, left my 3/4 (0.75) pants at the place.

:(

mahal tu. nike kot. :(((((((

so next morning I realized this pastu I called the place.

staff there cakap ada jumpa.

so I asked them to pegang jap eh, nanti saya datang ambik.

lupa lak kena pergi wedding abang member aku.

i was like alamakkkkkkkk camner ni? call balik tempat tu cakap aku datang lambat sikit... hehehehe.

balik wedding tu cam pukul 4 pastu ngantuk pulak :S

tidor sampai petang.

"I already ask the fella to simpan sure nothing bad will happen right..."

WRONG.

always assume something bad will happen.

my sis belanja the whole family dinner so I couldn't miss that so I went there afterwards lar.

pukul 10 lebih camtu I reached the place.

it was gone. they couldn't find it.

huhuhu sedih sangat. *over*

i left my number in case they found it.

and then just a few minutes ago I called them back and asked them again.

*is it very obvious how much I liked this tracksuit? sorry lah this is the only pair I had. huhuhu sedih sebab kena pakai past tense sekarang :( *

the staff said the cleaner already threw it away.

:(

sekarang kena beli baru.

duit burn lagi.

hadoi.

I don't have money.

:S

#fail.

prayer.

ya Allah.

please give me strength for the next 40 weeks.

please please please.

aku tak nak extend.

aku tak nak kena bar.

even though I talk about it all the time, it doesn't mean I want it.

:S

i'm just readying myself to face the reality if I do.

ya Allah.

Please please please.

please be nice.

please be considerate.

please please please.

Ya Allah please give me strength.

end.

empathy.

i have been missing classes lately.

a lot of classes.

I know that people think that I miss class on purpose.

malas.

takleh bangun pagi.

super malas.

pastu petang ada pulak dok main bola.

well I can't blame them thinking that way.

i haven't been the most studious person here.

but you know something?

I like to see them be in my shoes and try to live my live for a while.

and see if you can handle it.

I'm trying the best as I can.

and if I have to miss classes for the greater good then so be it.

I don't have the perfect family like most of you people here so that you can focus on studying only okay.

i got a lotta things on my mind and shit other than medical school.

pisses me off when people smile sheepishly at me when I go to class and remarks like "eh Danial lama tak nampak" or "eh budak baru ar".

because they don't know shit.

shit.

tapi lantak lah diorang nak fikir apa.

bukan aku boleh control pon.

it's me against the world.

just the way I like it I guess.

hmmmm.

just ranting here.

lama tak meluah perasaan.

peace out.

p.s. and I play futsal/football for release.

it's the only thing that I can do moderately well.

so I like it.

hmph.

randomity #106

janggut aku multi-coloured.

naturally okay!

okay lah not really multi-coloured.

just two colours only.

black and white perang.

weird right?

hmmmm.

malas ar taruk gambar.

macam over lak nanti.

hohoho.

just gotta see it for yourself then.

:P

*yawn*