last post of the year.

hahaha. worst blogging year EVER.
biasa lah sibuk.
:P


review of 2011 ? maybe some other post.
uh-oh I've heard that before. 
hahaha a bit tired and lazy and not in the mood now after United just lost :S



2 months more exam professional.
You have no idea how it feels like. Unless you were in my position.
I repeat : YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
:O


peace out ya'll.
kirim salam mak bapak (wtf?)
be safe.


oh yeah love this video:





I always love reading the top comments.
one guy was saying that JGL got FRIENDZONED hard!
kesian.





salam!
:D
happy new year!

aktiviti malam.

step 1 :




step 2 :
Youtube subsequent videos. In order.

step 3 :
feel like shit.
#foreveralone.





hahahaha yes I'm bored! Whilst doing this stupid presentation :S
*yawn*





peace out everybody.
:D

randomity #110

wonders of facebook/social networking.
posted on my status at 1 plus AM :
lapaarrrrrrrrrrrrrr (hungry).



10 minutes later :
went to eat with some friends who were also hungry.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
kenyang.



see? facebook CAN be beneficial.
:)

randomity #109

iStress + iScared.
21 weeks left.
:(
and my status of even sitting for the exam pon tak tau lagi.
sigh.



and even if I'm able to sit for this exam.
and I don't think I can pass scrape myself through this time.
:(
hmmmmmm.




in other news :

R.I.P Steve Jobs. 

now this guy is a legend.

nobody lives forever.

gotta make use of what you got when you still got it, know what I'm saying? 

night.

salam.

:)

picture taken from:

boredpanda.com

dah register belom?

dah ada bau election sekarang. 

hmmmmm. 

our wily, beloved PM is at it again! 

p.s. at 1:35 , be prepared to fall in love with Sharifah Amani. CUTE GILA! :<3 

oh it's just me ke? damn.  

Nurul Izzah rapping FTW! 

and klaka lak tengok Lee Chong Wei singing along.

hahahaha.

okay bye.

thanks sapa yang host open house this weekend. 

insyaAllah dapat pergi.

Amin.

peace guys. and girls of course.

wink wink wink 

gender equality and all that.

:P 

shamelessly reposted.

hi. 

before you all shout "PENCURI!!! tak original langsung post!!! ewwwwww! " 

I shamelessly took this from Blog Serius.  

so there. and he got it from http://www.recombinantrecords.net. 

so yeah I'm officially a plagiarizer. 

but I think good messages like these are meant to be passed on to everybody? no meh? 

*ayat sedapkan hati* 

:P

p.s. kena saman semalam. road tax baru mati 2 hari.
WTF.
:O

and in my head I paint a picture.

lama dah nak post lagu ni sebenarnya.
haha.
I prefer this acapella than the upbeat version.
although I must say, Bruno Mars did make me wanna jump up and swing with his version at the recent MTV VMAs.
no please don't picture that in your head.
hahaha :P







she's really an amazing singer.
everybody has their own demons to deal with.
:O
the question is how well do you handle it.
hmmmm.



okay tido!
:D
nite everybody!

almost forgot.

leaving soon to drive all the way back to Kota Bharu aka PAS COUNTRY :P

yeah gonna be a pain in the ass yo!

literally.

:S

last berbuka in KL.

can't really see.

hmmm.

yeap looking forward to eating like a pig and doing nothing productive for the next 5 days or so.

wooooohooo!

tapi tak banyak orang balik kot this year so :(

anyways, just wanted to wish selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

seriously, kalau ada salah silap dari pihak saya, salah c

akap ke salah apa apa ke, I sincerely apologize. *muka serious*

ahem.

peace out ya'll

travel safely!

:D

nice pic.

Selamat Hari Raya!

pictures taken from :

my iPod (woot)

globalvoicesonline.org

lofty aspirations.

salam.

I know I say this everytime I post but it's the truth , I can't help it!

so ehem *reads script*

sorry that I haven't been posting as much as I wanted too.

been a very, very, very busy month or so.

a lotta things happened in between.

a lotta things still happening.

banyak kot benda nak post sebenarnya.

things that pop into my head, random occurrences, fun experiences yada yada yada.

but entahlah, tak terdaya nak menulis kat sini.

hahaha.

yeah but i'll try to up the ante after raya.

just started psychiatry. should have a lotta fun stories this next two months!

:O

starting with the super-annoying lecturer i got as a mentor

ehem.

anyways, after this I think I'll start to post my thoughts about the week's EPL matches or football in general.

it will likely turn off a lotta people (girls don't like football??? what???? ) and show off my geek

-iness about football.

but oh well, i LOVE it and it's the only thing i'm probably good at writing.

so yeah in your face :O
that ''O" symbolizes the football that I has just stuffed. in your face. teehee.

just kidding.

:P

yeah.

I definitely won't be getting married now.

haha.

peace out.

ngantuk dah ni.

long journey ahead.

:D

picture taken from :

mufcinfo.com

randomity #108

katakan tak nak.

tak nak yo.

tak nak.

nak ke tak?

tak nak.

kot.

sigh.

sorry about this post.

just finished my case summary.

realized i have nowhere to print it.

urgh.

:O

anyways.

selamat berpuasa everybody!
:D

so freaking hard.

it's almost freaking impossible to be in two places at once.

sigh.

god please give me strength.

8 months je lagi.

I don't want to make it 14 months.

Please Danial.

don't be a bitch now.

hmmmm.

one of the only songs I know how to play on guitar tu pon tak penoh hahaha

and one of the first songs I learnt.

still sounds good.

Disagree - Crumbs

spot me if you can!

hahaha.

share with me!!!

hahahaha.

no offence ladies.

but this is so true.

peace out.

nak blog lagi tapi cam sibuk lak.

:P

randomity #107

kaizen.

Kaizen (改善^?), Japanese for "improvement" or "change for the better", refers to philosophy or practices that focus upon continuous improvement of processes in manufacturing,

that's some deep shit yo. the MoH of Putrajaya was talking about this. terasa sekejap. uuuuu.

okay bye.

more meeting and discussion.

:O

#fail.

hmmm semua orang macam suka guna this thing sekarang eh --> #(insertsomethinghere)

even when they are not on twitter or whatever.

but hey it's cool!

#iiscoolyo! #thisthingisfun ############!

ehem.

anyways feeling a bit like a #failure today.

hari jumaat tu gi main futsal kat Kota Damansara.

i had to leave early because I had a movie to catch.

but you know me, it's very hard to resist playing with balls. haha.

#whattheheckface

hahahaha.

so lambat lah jadinya, so I was rushing, left my 3/4 (0.75) pants at the place.

:(

mahal tu. nike kot. :(((((((

so next morning I realized this pastu I called the place.

staff there cakap ada jumpa.

so I asked them to pegang jap eh, nanti saya datang ambik.

lupa lak kena pergi wedding abang member aku.

i was like alamakkkkkkkk camner ni? call balik tempat tu cakap aku datang lambat sikit... hehehehe.

balik wedding tu cam pukul 4 pastu ngantuk pulak :S

tidor sampai petang.

"I already ask the fella to simpan sure nothing bad will happen right..."

WRONG.

always assume something bad will happen.

my sis belanja the whole family dinner so I couldn't miss that so I went there afterwards lar.

pukul 10 lebih camtu I reached the place.

it was gone. they couldn't find it.

huhuhu sedih sangat. *over*

i left my number in case they found it.

and then just a few minutes ago I called them back and asked them again.

*is it very obvious how much I liked this tracksuit? sorry lah this is the only pair I had. huhuhu sedih sebab kena pakai past tense sekarang :( *

the staff said the cleaner already threw it away.

:(

sekarang kena beli baru.

duit burn lagi.

hadoi.

I don't have money.

:S

#fail.

prayer.

ya Allah.

please give me strength for the next 40 weeks.

please please please.

aku tak nak extend.

aku tak nak kena bar.

even though I talk about it all the time, it doesn't mean I want it.

:S

i'm just readying myself to face the reality if I do.

ya Allah.

Please please please.

please be nice.

please be considerate.

please please please.

Ya Allah please give me strength.

end.

empathy.

i have been missing classes lately.

a lot of classes.

I know that people think that I miss class on purpose.

malas.

takleh bangun pagi.

super malas.

pastu petang ada pulak dok main bola.

well I can't blame them thinking that way.

i haven't been the most studious person here.

but you know something?

I like to see them be in my shoes and try to live my live for a while.

and see if you can handle it.

I'm trying the best as I can.

and if I have to miss classes for the greater good then so be it.

I don't have the perfect family like most of you people here so that you can focus on studying only okay.

i got a lotta things on my mind and shit other than medical school.

pisses me off when people smile sheepishly at me when I go to class and remarks like "eh Danial lama tak nampak" or "eh budak baru ar".

because they don't know shit.

shit.

tapi lantak lah diorang nak fikir apa.

bukan aku boleh control pon.

it's me against the world.

just the way I like it I guess.

hmmmm.

just ranting here.

lama tak meluah perasaan.

peace out.

p.s. and I play futsal/football for release.

it's the only thing that I can do moderately well.

so I like it.

hmph.

randomity #106

janggut aku multi-coloured.

naturally okay!

okay lah not really multi-coloured.

just two colours only.

black and white perang.

weird right?

hmmmm.

malas ar taruk gambar.

macam over lak nanti.

hohoho.

just gotta see it for yourself then.

:P

*yawn*

depressed.

and I don't know why.

a myriad of reasons probably.

ya Allah.

help me.

:(

reason my mom is awesome #1

one random weekend morning :

me : *still sleeping*

ma : *masuk bilik* eh Danny, nanti pergi dengan your sister pergi hantar recycling punya benda and bla bla bla.

me : *grunts* hmmmmmmmmm. *starts to wake up, gosok mata, menggeliat*

ma : eh takpe lah, you want to sleep more , tido lah dulu. nanti dah kerja takleh tido dah.

me : :O

then I couldn't sleep anymore and pergi makan and do chores.

hmm.

thanks a lot for the reminder/reality check mom.

:O

*okay depressed takleh tido lewat dah on weekends*

:(

hahahaha my mom is cool!

:P

p.s. one of the reasons balik rumah best sebab boleh tengok kucing!

gua kat luar je nampak bengis/gangster (orang cakap ar) tapi dalam hati ada taman ar.

taman kucing. hahahah.

satu family suka kucing.

hehehe. yay!

:D

cooooommemmeelllll nyaaaaaa

hahaha

:P

okay bye.

:D

randomity #105

I hate people using the LETTER (note the word LETTER) x as a short form for no/tak/not or the likes.

" x de lah. mana ade camtu yoooo"

" x change ma. people always say like that one."

what the fuck man?

diorang x TAK belajar ke?

tension betul aku tengok.

X is X.

as in X for XAVIER ( sorry just watched the new trailer for X-Men : First Class. Brilliant, by the way :D )

or x for xylophone or xenon or X-ray!!

I tell you one of these days people will begin mistaking X-ray for tak-ray or no-ray.

WTF.

if I ever use x as no/tak/cannot/etc in a sentence, you may slap me in the face. really. I actually encourage it.

thanks.

okay bye nak tido.

hahaha.

AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON PEOPLE WHO USE NUMBERS INSTEAD OF WORDS!

2 = whr r u off 2 2day? (okay lah maybe this is still acceptable)

4 = wht r u getting Kate 4 her bday? make sure somthing a4dable lah ok?

6 = 6ti lah aku dtg. me6 kalah adat permainan. ( Ya ALLAH ni sumpah tak boleh blah! what the hell are saying???????? bedebah!!!)

p.s. sorry lah kalau ada orang terasa, tapi aku rasa takde lah susah sangat nak tulis tak atau no. bukan nye panjang sangat dari x pon. ya allah. mintak maaf mintak maaf.

p.p.s. penat gelak baca comment orang complain pasal 6th college. hahaha. hadoiiii.

patah sayap.

dulu time high school always layan lagu ni.

now 6 years(ish) later.

still rocks.

wooooooo.

Fight the fight alone

When the world is full of victims

Dims a fading light

In our souls

Leave the peace alone

Now we all are slowly changing

Dims a fading light

In our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know

The things we hold

Are always first to go

And who's to say

We won't end up alone

[CHORUS]

On broken wings I'm falling

And it won't be long

The skin on me is burning

By the fires of the sun

On skinned knees

I'm bleeding

And it won't be long

I've got to find that meaning

And I'll search for so long

Cry ourselves to sleep

We will sleep alone forever

Will you lay me down

In the same place with all I love

Mend the broken homes

Care for them they are our brothers

Save the fading light in our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know

What you give

Will always carry you

And who's to say

We won't survive it too

[CHORUS]

Set a-free all

Relying on their will

To make me all that I am

And all I'll be

Set a-free all

Will fall between the cracks

With memories of all that I am

And all I'll be

[CHORUS]

fuh.

best best.

zzzzzzzzz.

rabu ada present video and review dengan prof A.

tak sabarnya.

=.="

night.

worst.start.to.posting.ever.

note: panjang sikit post ni. heh.

so gua dah 2nd day in surgery.

dari paeds sampai surgery.

memang stress awal awal posting ni.

shit man.

aku dah lah burn satu paeds posting ni.

I really wanted to start surgery on a good note.

yelah semangat tengok budak final year lepas exam.

I dont wanna be here for another 6 months.

shit.

so monday ada briefing dgn Prof A.

He's like THE lecturer in surgery.

he swears all the time.

and has an unhealthy obsession of correcting people's grammar and Engleeeesh.

he was quick to say that he will not tolerate laziness and truancy and bla bla bla.

in short, you don't wanna mess with him.

well guess what I did?????

*weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

that was a fake weeeee to prevent me from freaking cursing again and again.

:O

so this week we've been busy preparing for this event in college.

so we stayed up late yesterday to do the deco and stuff and went back around 2 plus ish lah.

so balik bilik takde kunci bilik lak.

pergi turun bawah cari kat DM cari kat bilik JTK cari kat tangga cari kat tandas cari kat blok perempuan cari kat meja bawah kerusi (sebab tengah cuba tangkap kucing ) tak jumpa jumpa siap post kat facebook lagi ada orang nampak tak kunci.

around 3.30 I gave up looking for the key and resigned to going to the office and getting the key (and an earful from the staff).

tapi!

office bukak 8.30 am.

class pukul 8.00 am. dengan the aforementioned Prof A.

maksud nya aku memang takkan pergi class ler.

takkan aku nak pergi class dengan tak mandi nyer(ewww) and pakai baju t-shirt je. gila?

in hindsight, I probably should've told someone to tell prof A that I won't be coming to class.

but I was hungry man, didnt have my dinner and shit.

so I ate my tapau-ed dinner (at 3.30 in the morning) fell asleep and didnt give a shit anymore.

bangun bangun at 8.30 people calling me left and right.

didnt answer.

people started messaging.

"weh prof A tgh membebel pasal ko ni"

" weh dah kluar fuck fuck dah ni"

aku memang dah pasrah dah time tu.

tak tau nak buat apa dah. sigh.

ada orang lain message. oh dia yang ada kunci aku.

but too little too late.

terima kasih ar bagitau awal awal.

heh.

:S

tengah hari dapat message.

"weh prof A cakap tak nak tgk muka ko dalam surgery lagi. baru 2nd day dah nak fuck dengan dia, dia cakap ar.baik ko gi jumpa dia".

aku dah oh fucking hell man.

prof A nak jumpa coordinator nak bar aku untuk exam lah apa lah.

what the fuck man?

petang ada class sampai 5.30. camne nak jumpa dia ni?

bagi email je ar.

esok jumpa.

sigh.

so that's my first two days in Surgery.

probably my last.

how was your first two days?

if it was worse then mine, i'll give you a 100 bucks.

:S

bye.

baru siap post ni. sekarang pukul 2.00 pagi sebenarnya.

asyik tangguh je sebab ada kerja.

haih. fuck.

argh.

nanti gua kemas balik last post tu.

this is why blogger sucks (sometimes).

get's all fucked up.

:O

haha malasnya nak alter nanti ar gua buat haiyoooooo

okay peace out.

:D

complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?

macam best pulak layan lagu ni.

hmmmm.

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my headWith words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco]
I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshitJust a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets
How much money does it take to really make a full clip
9/11 building 7 did they really pull it
Uhh, And a bunch of other cover upsYour childs future was the first to go with budget cuts
If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut
The school was garbage in the first place, thats on the up and upKeep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust
You get it then they move you so you never keeping up enough
If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the f-cks”
Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such
And that aint Jersey Shore, homie thats the newsAnd these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth
Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist
Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit
Thats why I aint vote for him, next one either
I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful
And I believe in the people.
[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 2]Now you can say it aint our fault if we never heard it
But if we know better than we probably deserve it
Jihad is not a holy war, wheres that in the worship?
Murdering is not Islam!


And you are not observantAnd you are not a muslim
Israel don’t take my side cause look how far you’ve pushed them
Walk with me into the ghetto, this where all the Kush went
Complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?
Complain about the gloom but when’d you pick a broom up?
Just listening to Pac aint gone make it stop
A rebel in your thoughts, aint gon make it halt
If you don’t become an actor you’ll never be a factorPills with million side effects
Take em when the pains felt
Wash them down with Diet soda!
Killin off your brain cells
Crooked banks around the World
Would gladly give a loan today
So if you ever miss paymentThey can take your home away!

[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said, never said
I can’t take back the words I never said
[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 3]
I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion thats why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it toI’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through

[Skylar Grey - Chorus]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said

oh been listening to Green Day's 21st Century Breakdown.

Well it's the only full album I have on my iPod.

comolot nampak.

haha.

:D

:S

pretty darn good I say!
:D

okay bye nak erm...

tak tau nak buat apa.

padahal short case on thursday.

hmmmm.

:S

randomity #104

gembira sebab (finally) pergi class.

gembira sebab dapat belajar banyak benda.

gembira sebab dapat bergurau senda di dalam kelas.

gembira dapat duduk dalam bilik air cond.

gembira sebab rasa jugak lah penat jadi medical student. macam kawan kawan aku yang lain. before this, I was just a pseudo-medical student.

:P

sedih sebab baru balik class. yeah its 6 o clock WTF.

sedih sebab realize tak tau apa apa pasal medic kalau nak compare dengan orang lain.

actually dah lama dah sedih sebab ni but you know. hahaha.

sedih sebab orang pandang lain macam.

*bisik bisik* eh apasal Danial datang class harini? :S *bisik bisik*

sedih sebab next week dah end of posting and masih tak tau apa apa.

eh gembira balik sebab next week end of posting so that means done with Motha-F-ing Paeds!

hahahhaha!

sedih balik sebab nanti makin dekat for final exam and still tak tau apa apa pasal Paeds.

:S

sigh.

conflict of emotions.

:O

okay main bola dulu.

p.s. gua lepak dengan abang aku time lunch tadiiiiii hensem siot diaaa hahaha

:P

deja vu.

am I doing this for you?

or myself?

or maybe I'm just like all men?

real assholes.

:S

entah lah.

this is not how things are supposed to be.

but how often do things go the way I want anyway?

not to often I can tell you that.

hahaha (gelak sedih sebenarnya :S)

hmmm.

anyways.

He know best.

kalau aku mati sorang sorang pon , dah takdir nak buat camner kan?

eh over gila ayat.

haha.

okay esok nak pergi class.

asyik ponteng je.

huh.

night.

p.s. yeah first post of the year!

and it ONLY took 4 months!

:O

hopefully I'll blog more often.

kesian to all the LEGIONS of readers that patiently await updates from this here blog.

totally sarcastic. don't worry.

*bunyi cengkerik*

peace out ya'll.